★ A Breath of Life

I hope Emme don’t mind me quoting, if you do I take away :3

i need a haircut. should i get bangs??

i realized how GIRLY i have gotten this past year.

- went to hair salon for first time and got hair layered. FORTY FREAKIN BUCKS. i’m still thrifty tho.
- fell in love w/ earrings and accessories. but mostly earrings.
- i’m obsessed with looking for cute inexpensive dresses now. even poring over pics online is fun. anybody want to go dress shopping with me soon?
- thanks to steph’s new curling iron, i have even more fun curling hair. too bad i do it right before i shower so nobody can see it.
- i’m starting to consider half of my wardrobe as blegh.
- i like making my toes shiny.
- i keep seeing myself as fat.

my God. wat next? MAKE UP?!
heavens no. but i DO need to figure out how to put it on eventually. for necessary occasions. haha.

Whew… that got me thinking. What changes have I made this last year (I know I’ve made many, or many in my sense).

-Umm.. I actually changed my hairstyle for the first time in…10 years then styled it (sorta, got those side bang things) and paid $20 dollars for it too(that’s like as much as I’ve spent on my hair in the last 16 years combined). But if you ask me, it wasn’t really worth it, I think I can cut my own hair ^.< (next time you see me, I might be bald haha)
-Umm.. I've actually been dressing more girly this year, I mean, I didn't JUST wear my blue jacket and 150 mile sweatshirts, I also now have my stylish simple faith sweatshirt that's not so simple and my pretty brown jacket (omg, I bought a jacket that I actually wanted and WEAR! It's has an elephant XD). AND!! I've been wearing size small shirts (German club and IB!) SIZE SMALL! O_o But I still love my medium and largel ones AND!! I have ambacrombi (whatever) and fitch (whatever) pants! (of course they were hand-me-downs, so it doesn't really count.. I always wear my hand-me-downs X3)... AND... my braces are shiny?
- I wore a skirt to school XD I haven't done that since.. 1st grade? but those were uniform skirts :3... so preschool? man, I used to wear this one pink skirt that had mini mouse on it... favorite all time skirt... not so much any more.

ya, ok, so I really haven't gotten that girly, but dude, Emme has XD but she was always a girl haha.. not implying that I'm not...

BUt that does remind me of that how whatever boy girl your brain is.. Ya.. that said I was a guy...but now, pushwow

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

You Inner Gender is Female

You’re sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who’s open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You’re totally a woman… or at the very least, your soul is female.

I’m a girl.
I’ve increased in girlyness